| Location | Glasgow |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 5/1984 |
| Date of Death | 5/1984 |
| Visitors | 1,187 since 11/10/2007 |
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Susan was a very special baby and meant every thing to me she started of life having to fight and she had to fight to the end
Susan was born needing a operation on her wee nose as the nostrils were closed when she was born the reason way i say she was a very special baby is she went all through that operation on her nose and at this time no one new just how ill Susan was
as she also had a bad heart but at this time no one new it was not until Susan had went all through her op and was still in hospital as she had tubes up her wee nose that needed a machine to clean them that one night after being with her all day and night i had headed of home to see to her big brother John when i got a call that i had to go back as Susan had taken very ill so off i went running back to the hospital that night to find out that my beautiful wee girl was going to go to heaven and not be in my arms again
my sister was with me on that terrible night
when we got to the hospital i was told by the doctor that i had a very very special wee girl as she had went all through the nose operation and no one had known that she also had a bad heart so that night they told me that they would need to take her back to the theater to have a look and see what was going on and the next day of she went it felt one of the longest days of my life
after she came back she went strait into the heart unit were i no longer could sit and hold my beautiful wee girl and was then told that i know had to make the hardest decision i would ever make and that was to put Susan into the theater the next morning and after opening her she may pass away there and then or just leave her in the heart unit were she would most probably only be with me for a couple more days before her wee heart would not be able to take any more and she would leave me
i had known that i could not life with myself if i did not give her every chance so i told the Doctor to take her to the theater and do all he could for her and that he did
so Susan was in the theater for 6 going on 7 hours before i seen the doctor run down a corridor towards me to tell me she had made it she had been through all that and had come out the theater back to me so i went strait into ITU to see my beautiful wee girl once more and i could not and do not think i ever will get that first picture out my head as all i could see of my wee girl was tubes and wires but the thing was she was fighting once more and she was still with me so that day i sat looking at her holding the only wee bit of her hand that i could and telling her she was the most beautiful girl in the world and that she meant every thing to me so after being there all day and night again i went home to see my boy and to give him a wee kiss that he had not been getting from me for days as i had been at the hospital that much but again i was not to stay there as i got a call to go back only this time it was different i was told to get there and get there fast witch i tried so hard to do but it was not to be as i got to the ITU unit that terrible night my beautiful wee girl had closed her eyes for the very last time and she was now one of gods wee angels and my heart was broken i could not understand way god would let her go all through that to then take her from me
but they say time can do a lot and it dose as now i see that i did have a very special little girl how was only here for a reason and that reason was to help others
as what had been done the first time Susan had gone to the theater was a video of her heart as they had told me at the time the problem's she had was the first time they had ever seen some one with a heart like that so they had asked to video it i said yes but at the time i did not care what it was for as long as it would help my wee girl i would have said yes to almost anything but now they have the video they can now study it and maybe there now has been a lot of kids saved through them having Susan's video and the thing is i had my wonderful son and went on to have two more beautiful girls but what about the women how only get the one chance in life to have a child and if they were to be born the way Susan was well now they will be able to do a lot more for that baby than they could Susan
so this is for my special little angel how i will never forget and how i love with all my heart but i do know that one day we will meat again and i can give her all the kisses and cuddles i have save up over the years
so good night my beautiful angel till we meat again
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
To My Wee Angle
All The Love In The World FromYour
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To My Angle
Well it is coming up to that time of year again ware i sit and think just that wee bit more than normal and start to think what i would have done this year for your birthday would this be the year you wanted the big family party would you be like your sisters and Brother how did not want that they just wanted it to be our own famiy out for a meal just having fun as a family together
It is sad at this time of year as it is so hard to sit and think of you with out crying i think of you every day but in a diff way i think would you be like the girls would you have a family by now what age would your kids be were would you live sll the wee every day things come into my head but at this time of year i find it so hard to just think the way i do every other day as it brings back the fact that god thought you to good for here and i do say he was right you were but when i sit at this time of year all that coms into my head is way could i not have had just a wee bit more time with you way could i not have had the wee girl that was to stay and let me see what she would have liked and if she would be like her sisters and would she have all the things they have in there life now and then i sit and think of the night god took you from me so yea it is had at this time of year to feel the way i do any other day when thinking of you
The one thing i do know love is no matter what god cant take you from my heart were you will stay till one day i come to get you and spend my days looking after you just the way it should have been back then so for now i will just have to think about you each and every day knowing one day our time will come to be together again but for now i have to stay to be here for your sisters and brother but you will always be in my heart were no one can take you away and no one can touch you and were you are no longer in pain as that is the only thing that keeps me going is knowng you are no longer in pain you no longer need to go through all those Ops but i will say Happy Birthday when it comes my sweet Angle and i will always love you and you will be in my heart till we are together agian well i only hope that your granda will give you a big kiss from me for your Birthdat and that he looks after you doll love you always
Birthday
Well today was your birthday and a day that we woul have been spending with the family and having some fun as we all do it was your brother the other week and we did the same for him had the family meal then given out the gifts how i would love to have the day with you how i would love to make that family dinner and go out shopping for the gift that was just right for you well my love i never forget what day it is and i will never forget that you were a big part of my life and still are so toyou i wish you all the love and i will keep you save in my heart till the day we can be together again and i can make up for all the birthdays we dd not have together
but this is to say happy birthday from all your family doll and we all lve you so much and wish you were here with us
sleep well my baby till we are together again
Hi my sweet heart
HI there my sweet heat i just want you to know you are still in my heart every day and night and always will i miss you so much as i think of how you would look now what you would be doing with your life as i some times forget what age you would be now as i still remember that lovely baby in my arms that i find it hard to think of you being up like your sisters and brother and you would be out and about doing all the different things they have done in there life but i know one thing you will always be my baby no matter what age you are you came in this world as my baby and went out it as my beautiful girl that i will always think of you as that beautiful baby in my arms that night they had taken you away for the last time that night in the hospital the night you past away is a night in my life i live over and over again in my head it is something you sit and ask yourself would you have did anything different now if i were to get the chance again to be with you one more time but all i know is the only bit i can say i did not want to happen is i did not want them to take you from my arms or take you from that wee room we were in i remember looking at your wee face thinking what will i do how will i life with out you being there with me every day the only answer i have to that was at the time i had your brother and i had know that he could not go on with out me so i had t let you go on your own as i had to stay to see to John but i can tell you i have never did anything as hard as that again and hope that i never ever do as giving you up was the hardest thing i have had to do and i will always remember you getting taken away and i could see your wee face in the cot
well i have put pictures up for you of your sister and her wee boy i know you were looking down on her seeing to it that they were ok so you keep doing that for your sister as i know she needs to know you are there with her and that you will help her look after him love you always and in my heart till we meet again love you my sweet heart kisses from us all xx
The Girl In My Heart
To the wee girl that is in my heart i know i cant go out and get you Christmas the way i do your brother and sisters but i can say one thing you are in my heart every step of the way when i am out getting in for the other kids there is never a time i do not stop to think what i would have been getting you and as the New Year comes in i wish every one that stands beside me a Happy New year and then i wish Happy New Year to all the ones that cant be with me so my sweat little girl you are never forgotten and you will always be in my heart were i will love you always
The Girl In My Heart
He put his arms round you
God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. And then He looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put His arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to climb, So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered"Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you . But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.
Love you always my wee Angle
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
ronnie xxxx
Forget Me Not
We are the one god chose to take
We are the ones you could not wake
We are the buds you see on tree
We are the ones hows spirit runs free
We are the bulbs you may plant in spring
We are the sound when you hear the birds sing
We are the ones that could not cry
We are the ones He chose to die
Our tears are the tips of the morning dew
We are the ones that you never knew
We are the rain that`s left on the grass
The test for life we did not pass
We are the bees you hear hum
We had no voice to call you Mum
We are the forest that fragrance the wood
To be with you, if only we could
We are the sun, the clouds, the moon
We are the blooms that went too soon
We are the stars that shine above
We are the ones you could not love
Forget-me-nots that`s what we are
We grow in your garden not very far
We are a heart broken in two
We are the ones who belong to you
We are the ones you could not share
We are the empty space you see there
So really you see us in every way
Forget me not for every day
Love you always
mummy
happy birthday angel
hi susan hope ur heavenly birthday was a good one doll ur loved and remembered always never stray far they need to know ur close take care of all whos there at ur side tell granda jimmy not to be blowin out ur candles afore u, and make sure my pammy doesnt eat to much cake god bless and keep ur spirit close
Gift of Love
A gift of love was given,
For just a little while;
A gift of love and laughter,
In a precious little child.
Someone to steal your heart away,
A little hand to hold;
Tiny footprints 'cross your life,
Now left upon your soul.
The echoes of soft laughter ,
The sweetness of that face;
The child who brought you so much joy,
Will never be replaced.
So take each loving memory,
Of that precious little child;
In knowing a gift came down from God,
If for just a little while .
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